Monday, February 05, 2007

Happy Burday!!!!!!

Hey wish my blog a very happy birthday….
Its been exactly a year since my first blog rolled out….
12 blogs, 1 fwd, 1 pic n 2 craps…. one a month doesn’t seem to be a gud number. Well thought wud write one a week at least, when I started… 40 less on count…

Doesn’t do any gud for my reputation either as its not that I have deliberately kept the number low…… hmmmm…. .. jus like the other things which wanted to do have done to my repu……

Well when it comes to the other things I wan to do -- both on a daily basis n the near future dreams (near future : started when I was probably 8). --- range form the daily acts of jogging, swimming, cleaning up my room, reading, getting up early……. to the master dreams of world tour, charity, scuba diving, Africa n the himalayas… hey not to forget the childhood dream of learning to paint, mastering a game or a musical instrument….. as the list surely goes endless I better stop b4 making a fool out of self.. .. hey I forgot gardening……. L OooooooooooOkkkkkkkkk I am stopping…. Well with numerous other habits (or lack of them) of mine wanting space to mention I silently sweep them below the carpet to avoid inviting despair…..over the time have found a way to knockout the guilt of escapism

Well I wonder how come I haven’t endowed in any of these enterprise till date having noted them on my list of dreams ages bac….. Some time I really wonder if I really WANT to do any of these or is it jus that they are the “politically correct things’ to do…. Well I wudn’t say that I don’t enjoy any of them …. Adventure n traveling is something which revive me time and again among other things……….n there are some which I actually don’t love doing like getting up early n jogging alone…. Naaaa that’s not something I really wan to do …. Its jus that when I see my half naked self (I said half naked) in mirror or see a certain person called H Roshan … I run for my hoes………well who wants to leave a cozy cot n blanket on a early inhuman icecold morning?????

REASONS……… I seem to have a trillion convincing reasons for not doing the things I ought to do and not single heartfelt one to actually make me do

Procrastination, comfort zone, laziness, n deep slumber have been a constant in me until the climatic conditions take charge n changed a few things as they sweep across. Well I did enjoy certain adjustments the weather around me has initiated in my life. Its just that the wait for an other sweep to do some more instead of me taking the charge has become the worrying factor. Now I don’t thing I want to promise myself to make any drastic changes in my style of living as more the times the promise breaks… the more static I become…. Its not that I haven’t thought about the repair work I need to get underway…. Jus that after all the planning n zilch outcome…… the only planning I’ve decided upon is …..ACTION……

First Act n then decide….. cos the moment I set myself to decide upon something.. my brain supposedly starts thinking…. Their by goes to my comfort zone n my lazy self takes over…… (wow … I think gud….. jus hit upon my next strategy …shall see how it works (or flops))….

Hey coming back to blogging….. its not that I don’t like to do it…. I jus love writing…. And is very much in my comfort zone…… jus that…. I have another REASON saying I am tooo busy….

And on "REFLECTIONS" 1st Burday… I gift it a promise to keep it updated on a frequent basis….

(frequent????????? See I again don’t want to commit on the time interval)

9 comments:

Gowtham said...

yo bro yo - good to see some update and an update to celebrate your blog's birthday...

about not finding enough or one strong reason to get yourself motivated, i think you are overseeing something very simple - I agree that comforting sleep in the early hours of the day might seem the best thing and easily outweigh jogging and other such things, but you just have one life to live...

though some people postpone certain things to do at a certain later point in their life, one never knows what additional baggage/head ache that futuristic certain point in life will bring along with it.

guess you know what i am implying to say - write more, write frequently and DO everything you want to do :)

shruti said...

Happy Burday to ur blog!! :)
btw even if u have decided to blog "frequently" ;) that does not mean u post the same thing twice!!

long live ur blog! :)

surya said...

@shruti..
heheheee so caught my blunder... i dint even notice that.... thx hey why dont u enable ur profile view.. cant find ur blog

@ G
thx dude... wud surely need to refer certain frds of mine the way they lead their life... n watching u is always motivational.

Prashanth said...

belated b'day wishes to ur blog... i think my blog's b'day is round the corner.. cos urs was my insipiration, as always ! great going and hope u and ur blog have a wonderful 2007...

Sree said...

heyy belated happpy budday to reflections!:) hmmm i see my life's reflection in this post!:))

Warrior poet said...

Surya, good one

Enigmatic Illusion said...

u r already on ur way to breaking ur promise to ur blog.....
waiting for ur next post.....its been long :)

Sant.. said...

Super maga...i saw this post now...mann belated b'day wishes dude :)) great going...!!!

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