Friday, December 31, 2010

A Decade

Comes the end of another year and its been a decade since I got out of college n Yoooo...... wat a decade its been!!!! donno if it exactly shaped the way I dreamt but I was definitely dreaming all the while,as it shaped…

Hmmm… looking back its been quite a journey… the haphazard “rule-the-world” college dreamz seems to have narrowed down to strategic priorities…It surely has been an “unruly” decade…. after the first couple being dominated by “Rules” … starting from the day of the week when we clip our nails to the length of our hair … from the time we sleep to what we eat …n lemme not talk about anything to do with studies.…. dictatorship was the way of life from all quarters….

Democracy that come with the 20’s dint help my discipline much. Liked the freedom that came n dredged the responsibility it gave… the “unruly” decade meant we set our own rules, own visions, own syllabi and our own exams n all this at a very fast phase….. the brutal rat race of the 20’s had jus began… no way could we fall back on the structured cushion as in the past……

The ship had lost the comforting sight of the coast….. and this is where we meet our most favorite teacher ….. life!!!

The 20’s puts some steal in u, it hardens your beliefs, your desires, your dreams and ….YOU (exclude tummy) , the bruises of various failures would sweeten the taste of success….

On a personal front the decade was not of any grt start… every year disillusioned me on how different the reality was from what I presumed it to be… a lot of trial n error went into rectification. Well the 2nd half has been reasonably good, with focus, goals, little bit of hard work, courage to dabble risk, kick starting new ventures and a sense of achievement…. All these followed the all possible negatives of the first half….all that could go wrong did go wrng...(even my spells ) Sign!!! The teacher does teaches her lessons well.

The decade seems to have signed off well and with marriage being a stabilizing factor, it keeps u grounded, signifying what you need from what you want…. (okkkk …got it…. haven’t mentioned anything about the return of dictatorship, no I don’t think so too )

For a change looking forward for the coming one….. lets see how things go…. Or rather how we make things go…..

At heart I still feel the games quite a few of us play are so small…… we arnt living in gruesome times of the French revolution, the freedom struggle or the world wars…. The current times are so accommodative for personal expansion, conscious growth & with no set limits, these are best times for setting a play ground for real men (n of course a lot of women) to fall hard on the field and raise high from the dirt….. jus play the game……. hmmmmm… I like getting dirty...